I Will Survive

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 11:34:38 GMT

New LJ, because this one is olddddd
xxemiily
Add me :)

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 01:39:04 GMT

THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
*Falling in love.
*Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
*Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
*Milkshakes.
*Bubble baths.
*Giggling.
*Long convo's late at night.
*Running through sprinklers.
*Laughing at an inside joke.
*Laughing at yourself.
*Laughing so hard your stomach hurts.
*Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
*Just plain laughing.
*Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
*Friends.
*Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
*Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
*First kisses.
*Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
*Playing with a new puppy.
*Sweet dreams.
*Hot chocolate.
*Road trips with friends.
*Making chocolate chip cookies.
*Holding hands with someone you care about.
*Watching the sunrise.
*Watching a sunset.
*Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing.
*Knowing that somebody misses you

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 01:24:34 GMT

So, today was really boring.
First hour, I got there as soon as the bell rang because I was hanging out in the end of the 400 hall with Jake and Kate. Then again, if I was late, Ms. Davis can shoot me. I don't care. She needs a boyfriend, I swear. We took a test, which, the 4 people got PERFECT scores on, Brittany, (No duh! Lol), then Steve Lockwood, Aarron Mann and that Nate kid who keeps asking Ariel to prom. They so fucking cheated. Its not fair. Lol. I mean, I wrote notes down on a piece of paper, and I still lost. Then we checked our email, which is what we always do. Then we heard about what happened at Pierce. How stupid can kids get? Then in Seminar, we (Doug, Sam, Ashley and me) sat there shaking Dougs pop. Phil fell asleep next to me like he always does, and I swear to god he was snoring. Anyways, 4th hour, I sat there and finished my project, and me and Saywer were putting glue EVERYWHERE. I think there is still some on Justin's shirt.. that he doesn't know about. Then lunch, I ate, and then we went to go sit down at a window, and Doug, Sean, Jason, and Richie(?) were throwing the MD. HAHAHA. Karci looked scared that it would hit her. I caught it, but then Doug knocked it out of my hands. Bastard. In Casciolis I took a quiz.

Work was ok.
There was a hot guy who delivered my pizza. He was nice also.
Then there was this guy who came in. He sounded like a rapest.
I also took lots of pictures. That you all can see later. Because I'm not done taking them. HAHAHAHAH

I was told

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 18:51:41 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Emily
2. Nemy
3. EmyLee

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. hellomonkey1317
2. marvelgurl4ever
3. phoenixxdoll20

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair
2. hands
3. ears

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. stomach
2. thighs
3. arms

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2. Polish
3. Indian (Cherokee)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Spiders
2. Bee's
3. Uneasyness.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My eletronics :)
2. Friends
3. My hair straighter

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Cheese Shirt :)
2. Jeans
3. Undershirt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. FOB
2. The Veronicas
3. Meg & Dia

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Thanks For The Memories - FOB
2. Mouth Shut - The Veronicas.
3. Indianna - Meg & Dia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Trust
2. Communication
3. Fun
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I like someone :)
2. I hate working
3. I'm dying.
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Taller
2. Hair
3. Personality.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Tennis
2. Hanging with friends
3. CVS WITH ARIELLLL

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Tell someone I like him
2. Start Drivers Training
3. Be silly :) (And make some cookies, or maybe brownies)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Meteorologist
2. Accountant
3. Interior Designer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. L.A.
2. Paris
3.Toyko

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Rachel Jean
2. Daniel Connor
3. Gena McKenzi
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get married :)
2. Go to Mardi Gras
3. Travel down Route 66 in a convertible. (And have the time of my life)

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Olando Bloom
2. JOHN CENA! :) (mine Sarah!)
3. William Mosely

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Jake.
2. Ant.
3. Travis.

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:08:30 GMT

World Domination the the extreme.
Start minding your own fucking shit.

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 23:28:56 GMT

I need lots and lots of pics for my scrapbook.
of EVERYONE.

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 22:25:19 GMT

I want to tell him.
Really, I do. But I'm just sooo afraid. I don't want anything to happen, but it's killing me until I tell him.
I'm just not positive that he likes me back.
= /

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 21:32:48 GMT

I'm taking Driver's Training next month

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 02:39:16 GMT

Some Random Guy:i hope you havent forgotten me, my little tennis playing beauty!! i promise we will catch up one of these days!!
MarvelGurl4Ever (10:23:18 PM): HOLY SHIT I HAVE A STALKER

MarvelGurl4Ever (10:23:26 PM): GAH

MarvelGurl4Ever (10:23:29 PM): *runs*

xxarielL17xx (10:23:55 PM): me?

xxarielL17xx (10:24:03 PM): no thats not me,

xxarielL17xx (10:24:09 PM): I haven't said that yet.

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 22:49:15 GMT

I don't wanna be fucking replaced. I realized that today, that was my fear. Like it has been for awhile. I need someone to be there with me, someone I can trust to be there. And sometimes I think it's gone. Which, I was wrong, because it never left.

My momma always if that you found a best friend, that a guy would never ever come between you guys.
I realized that today, I found my best friend, and though I thought she was gone, I made it that way.
I freaking ass loveeeeeeee you A.D.L. :)

Mom: So your saying that if you grew you hair out long, you would be a chipanzee?
Sam: Or you could be a cave-man
Me: Only if I was on the Gieco commercial.
Mom: So simple, Emily can do it.

Me: Either we are getting that dog, or I'm getting a boyfriend
Dad: Don't threten me.
*Mom is sitting there laughing*

Anyways, I might be going to Fraser soon, because I miss Katie, :) And Brooklyn and Natalie :) But Katie kick-ass grandpa just died, and I might go to the funeral, some support. He was awesome. But, I never saw him after I moved :(

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 03:04:35 GMT

Today was a good day.
Very good day.
Too bad that SVU isn't on :(

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 02:01:24 GMT

I need something to cheer me up. I hate it when I'm sad.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 17:46:06 GMT

Gah. Eastaaaaa was ok. I went to my grandmas and kept playing my counsin's Wii.
Yeah, the damn thing is sooo confusing.

I've decided that I'm going to marry John Cena. Now who wants to come to the wedding?

Today, I dont' have to work, the only day this week! Lol. I cleaned my room, organised my photobucket, made icons, yelled at PSP XI like it was my sister, and talked to Ariel. I should go work out. Hint the word should. I'm bored right now, and if Ariel ever answers me, I might go play tennis. Break is going ok. I hate working so much. The shop is going to hell and I HATE Kim. I'll kill her. She's old and snotty and such a bitch if things dont go her way.

I'm still confused on what I should be doing about certain things. I guess I'll never figure it out.

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 13:04:00 GMT

I'm still so confused.
I hate it when I'm confused.

Yes, I do believe in Fridays

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 03:11:35 GMT

1) My iPod lives! *cheers*
2) I slept 6 hours last night, and I'm not tired
3) Haven't ate anything since I have a huge lunch. Almost 12 hours ago.
4) I feel so much better from ranting.
11:11. Make a wish.
We all know I did.

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 03:39:54 GMT

These drugs have been making me feel fucking moody
But atleast I now know thats bothering me

1) My iPod died. RIP Pat-Tee the 2nd, only 4 months old.
2) Nobody gives a shit about me. I feel that I'm invisible, ingnored, and shit. DAMNIT PEOPLE! I have attention problems, yes, I do. It's from being the oldest of 2 other siblings, and my parents care about them more, because they think I can be more interdependent.
3) I feel like everybody is just slipping away from me, like they don't care anymore. Like I'm not important, or they feel like they hate me now. I didn't fucking do anything.
4) I'm missing my best friend. It feels like we havn't talked in ages. And when we do, it's stupid shit. We use to tell eachother everthing. Now it's gone.
5) I'm misplaced my trust
6) I hate 'liking' guys. It never works out for me. But yet, they take up my free time, just thinking about them, and yet, shit happens in the end.
7) As I'm still sitting here, typing for no god damn reason, my iPod still isn't working, and I don't have the damn money to go buy a new one because I fucking hate Nano's.
8) I can't take sharring a room with my sister. One of us is going to die. Right now, it looks like me.
Sorry if I'm pissy/ranting. Sometimes I just gotta let some of it out.

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 19:20:31 GMT

WHOOOO!!!
NO SCHOOL BABY!
I'm so happy. I think I can live this week drama free. If I come back to it, I'm kicking ass. With those new stillettos. They need a workout anyways. I'm thinking of a party. Seriously. I just have soooo much stress right now, I need to let it go. Real bad.

But in better news, I think I'm back down to 2 people who I like. Which is good, because I'm Emily. For one I'm learning to to un-like him. The other, I think it just keeps growing. Oh how sad. I swear. It might kill me one day. So if I don't show up one day to school, and the teachers ask where I am, you all can just say "Oh, love killed her."

So I only have 12 days left with my trial for PSP XI. Man, if I have $150, I would totally buy it. Sucks man.
I'll be back when I have a life.

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 01:10:20 GMT

I'm not sure if 'm suppost to give up now
I don't even understand my own life
I don't know why I'm here, what I'm suppost to do, or ANYTHING.
Since my parents still say that they can't send me to college.
I just want a normal life.
Guess I'm not getting one.

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 20:24:36 GMT

I got a new phone baby :):)
Oh yeah. Be jealous. It's pwnsome.
And I don't know how to work it
Or whats on it.
GAH. Thats not good...

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 22:05:29 GMT

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 20:10:26 GMT

And you know
It's just for you

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 19:09:09 GMT

The morning was ok so far. I woke up to my dad hammering shit for the walls. I got up, took and shower and got dressed in this kick-ass tee that says "I like chocolate milk" It really does. So then me and my mom went out allover, to Kmart and to pick up my siblings. And yes, the hussle did come on. And yes, we danced.

And so you just know (AKA Travis, Ariel and Ant)
They did have popcorn last night. I was totally right.

Whats more funny than me trying to play Gutair Hero?
Me playing a Wii.

Schoonover: how are you

MarvelGurl4Ever (5:49:55 PM): Good good.
Can't forget about that. I haven't talked to him in FOREVER

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 03:19:23 GMT

xxarielL17xx (10:58:17 PM): you could have a kid with the heels, you just do dumb stuff drinking

MarvelGurl4Ever (10:58:31 PM): And if you drink with the heels on...

xxarielL17xx (10:58:35 PM): ut oh twins

GAH. Mall'in was fun. I bought lot'o'stuff. It kicks ass. Just like my new stillettos :)

How do you do an LJ cut??

My day was ok. Jeff came in, and nothing happened. Maybe you were right Jake...
I feel like shit.
I mean, when you like someone, and they kinda/maybe like you back, wouldn't you do something?
Not be shy?
I fucking give up on him already.
And the other one won't do shit.
Isn't my life a joy?

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 02:40:46 GMT

I'm trying to be better
I swear to fucking god I am
But it's too hard
Theres to much drama
And I can't take it anymore
YES! I like him
And someone else
And I'm just so fucking confused and I have no clue what to do about both of them.

PS - New user pics.
and maybe a pic of Jeff tomorrow :)

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 02:21:01 GMT

I don't know if I can take it anymore
It's getting to hard.
And I'm getting so confused
And all it does is make me cry